In the Moment

What would you change if you were able to meet me again for the first time? I asked as we looked out into the mountains Nothing. you whispered Why? I questioned I can’t risk it. I can’t risk going back in time and something affecting us. I can’t risk never sharing this moment with you….

2020

  If everyone that left or was removed from my life within the last decade was a flower, I’d have a beautiful garden filled with thorn-covered roses. A beautiful garden filled with lessons and memories that I would admire from afar, but would never think to pick again.   Each year I make it a point…

Holiday Hues

  New York City, there’s just something so charming about your chaotic madness.   Most days I find myself jaded as I rush home, head down trying to avoid the city crowds.  Day in, day out constantly complaining about the crowds without understanding the beauty within it. Very rarely taking a moment to open my eyes and…

Ascension

As she climbed she broke free and at the top she was finally able to breathe She felt accomplished because she thought she couldn’t but obviously, she always can. On one of the last Sundays of 2019, you asked to take a hike you with you I didn’t know what to expect but I was ready. Like…

Almost there

I promised myself years ago that I would never give up, and so I never will. Part of life is pushing ourselves outside of our comfort zone, and watching ourselves succeed. In that moment when we think we have nothing left.. right there is where you’ll find it. On this Tuesday afternoon, I’m proud of where…

I Forgot

Some days it’s hard to love myself I forget then remember that I was crafted by tears of the sky and the soft fingers of mother nature inspired by the moon’s light on a clear winters night blessed by God and guided by the stars. My current perception entirely skewed by the shifting waves and…

Peace of Mind

Sometimes we need a Hard Reset. A moment with God our thoughts fresh air. Those moments that keep us balanced within our day to day storms. I always make it a point to just breathe. It’s something that we take for granted, but that can bring us so much sanity. I hope we can all…

Love on the Lake

  I’m truly scared because I’m in love with you. We watched the sunrise We watched the sunset You held me tight as I marveled at the star-filled sky on that beautiful autumn night you kept me warm in a way that the warm fire you built couldn’t. I cried on your lap as I…

This is a love letter to my past Pains

I think that we need to appreciate all the trials the pain the grief we’ve been through. Embrace it all because through it all we fought to keep our sanity and came out of it whole. At that moment we fear for our being cry for what we think is the end of us without…