Maybe it’s just my ability to over-analyze and overthink almost every single interaction
every word
every action
From the way your body moves against mine
to the cadence of your voice as you speak to me
I wonder if you stare at me the way I do when I’m not looking
with want and need
but also
Fear

Gut-wrenching fear of knowing absolutely nothing
but everything

Having to trust another human to hold and cherish my heart the way I recently learned to
just
how?
Maybe If I thought less and felt more I’d be happier
Maybe if I felt less and accepted more I’d be less critical
Maybe If I hadn’t gotten my heart absolutely destroyed I’d believe more
Or maybe If I just stopped over-analyzing everything I could finally actually breathe…
All a mystery
Like how I wonder
Do you really love me?

Gabriela A Tejada

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