I had her in my grasp and I wanted to keep her there selfishly, she said she felt trapped, wanted to be free. I’m letting go today. I am letting go I want her to be free and become the person she can be. I am not going to try to hold her back I am not going to hold myself back. I am accepting. Loving myself, recognizing that I will always love her but that the pain I caused was too much, and letting go.